Isaiah 54:10
"Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed says the Lord, who has compassion on you."
I have been praying for healing of my heart in a certain area for a while. Many tears have been shed because of this. I honestly don't think that I have cried this much in my life as I have in the last few days. It is NOT because of depression, but because true healing is taking place. I cry out to the Lord, the healer and ask for wholeness. I ask for his compassion and I remember that he has compassion on me. He does not look on me with disgust but with loving kindness. He says that I have no need to be afraid as I go forward because I will not suffer shame or humiliation in his hands. That I will forget the shame of my youth or remember the reproach of my widowhood (my own barrenness). He will restore my soul and as I wait for my healing I will seek him. I will seek him while he may be found. I will seek him even when I don't get what I am wanting. I will seek him while it is today because tomorrow is not promised to me. I have a good inheritance. I get his name. I get God. I win, as long as I stay faithful I win! He is my exceedingly great reward! Amen and Amen